Row, Row, Row Your Boat

Do you ever feel like you aren't fully using the gifts/abilities/talents you've been given and wonder when the day will come that it all just clicks together and you'll know that that's exactly why you're here?

Sometimes I just look at my life and think, "how the heck is this my life?!" I know that Linsey of years past would be annoyed and disappointed with present day Linsey. I know that I'm meant for so much more than this. I didn't even realize I was off course, because I don't think I ever found a course in the first place.

I've been waiting to figure out what it is I'm made for, but in the meantime I've just done whatever it is that's in front of me. Now, years have passed and I don't even know how I got here.

I feel like a canoe on the ocean, being tossed around and at the complete mercy of the wind and waves. I think I was made to be an ocean liner, slicing through the waves with a clear and decisive path, not being rocked or redirected by currents or storms.


God controls the seas and the wind obeys Him so I shall continue to seek Him and have faith in His plan and timing.